him, him and Him

i like him,

but he was my first love,

how can i forget him?

he's single, and i'm single,

plus he's my first crush ever,

shouldn't it be any problem?

but, how about him?

since he's been away, he always comforts me,

till one day, i fell again....

but i just can't resist first love..

first crush..

everytime he contacts me, i'm so happy,

that i can smile the whole day even when its raining~

every time he buzzes me at YM's,

i can smile in my sleep,

how can i not be?

first love will always be first love right?

but i really care about him..

he's so so so patient, so kind, n most important thing, he cares about me..

such a nice man..

to think about it, isn't that the criteria that i've been long wanted?

i'm so confused~

i know love and like are two different words that carry two different meanings...

i want to love and i want to be loved..

but i love HIM more than anything~

oh Allah, please help me.......

May Allah Bless~

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Everybody needs inspiration,

Everbody needs a song.

A beautiful melody,

When the night's are long.

Cause there is no guarantee,

That this life is easy.

And when my world is falling apart.

When there's no light to break up the dark,

That's when I, I, I look at you.

When the waves are flooding the shore, 

and I can't find my way home anymore.

That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you, 

I see forgiveness, 

I see the truth.

You love me for who I am,

Like the stars hold the moon,

Right there where they belong. 

and I know im not alone.

my comment: beautiful~

Yus, Nadz n Me~

tgk gambar nikah yusra (a friend of a friend of mine),
sgt touching~

pictures can tell millions of words,
i think not only words,
but emotions as well~

i'm so happy for yus + her hubby..
though i don't know her that well n mostly i get to know her through nadz,
i'm very very happy for her!

i hope nadz will has her own happy ending~
and i pray hard i will have my own fairy tale ending as well =)

never doubt what Allah have said,
a good lady deserves a good man~

i wanna be a good lady,
i wanna be a good daughter,
i wanna be good servant,
i wanna be a good follower,
i wanna be good to myself~

i wanna get eternal happiness,
i wanna get a good man,
i wanna be with him here and Hereafter,
pray for me~

May Allah Bless~

p/s: pray hard for nabihah mazlan to get a good man for her! as soon as possible!
=p