waiting for the rainbow to shine

I have not write for a quite some time in 2012.

You can see the statistics so obvious from my post history.

A lot had happened in 8 months.

I wished I had started writing from January but as usual, procrastination is a serious disease.

Anyways, just to share my latest emotion status: i'm confused!

haha.

When you're at the age of getting married, I guess this is the phase in your life that you become topsy turvy and sometimes you lose your way.

For this post, I would like to share something I learned about something about marriage.

Lame post huh?

I know.

But it's something that EVERYONE should know.

Ladies, if you have met someone and along the road, you met someone better,

Better in a sense that you actually thought that you've found your SOULMATE,

You need to take a step back and think again.

Our dear Prophet had said,

“Apabila orang yang engkau redha agama dan akhlaknya datang meminang, maka kahwinkanlah dia, jika tidak kamu lakukan demikian akan berlakulah fitnah di bumi dan kerosakkan yang besar."

Source : http://webblog.myjodoh.net/2007/07/16/panduan-memilih-jodoh-daripada-rasulullah/

And dear Muhammad pbuh said again,

Para sahabat bertanya, “Ya Rasulullah ! Walaupun dia telah mempunyai isteri?” Lalu Rasulullah s.a.w mengulangi, “Apabila orang yang engkau redha agama dan akhlaknya datang meminang, maka kahwinkanlah dia!” sebanyak tiga kali. 

Source : http://webblog.myjodoh.net/2007/07/16/panduan-memilih-jodoh-daripada-rasulullah/

So, dear sisters, if you have too many choices, let's get back to basic.

From my experience,

1. Be good because that's what Allah wants.

2. Istikharah because only Allah knows the best for us.

3. If a man who happens to have such good akhlak asks for a hand in marriage, ACCEPT him! because that's what our dear Nabi had taught us.

4. If you found another guy whom you think you like better that the first guy, well, you really need to start cracking your head to find reasons for dumping the first guy. Remember, it's what you need to answer to Allah that matters because breaking promises is MUNAFIK nauzubillah.

I thought I've fallen in love for a guy whom happens to hit so many points from my dream-guy list.

But Allah knows best.

I'd pray for the best answer and I finally got one.

To tell you the truth,

That answer is not what I really want,

but Allah will grant you a partner whom you NEED right?

Life is a learning process.

New pains can turn into new wounds.

New wounds can leave scares.

The scares that make you heart stronger.

MayAllah bless.

Cry to save a heart

Oh God, spear me some tears

Let it all out

So I don't have to carry this guilt

Please don't let it hold back even one drop of it

Coz every drop means regretful

Please let my heart be at ease 

Coz God, I only have you

For only your love makes me feel peace

No doubts towards your love

For I will never be heart broken as long as I am with you

God, I just want to cry, cry and cry right now

Let me smile again for tomorrow

Don't let me fake the smile

Fake smiles only breaks the heart even worst

Heart, please heal fast

Heart, please don't torture yourself

Heart, please be strong

Heart, please don't fall sick

Let imaan heals you

may Allah bless

after 6 months NOT abandoning Ms. Heelaca

It's been half a year since I updated the blog.

I got sooo many stories to share but I keep on procrastinating posting the stories.

Sorry Ms. Heelaca.

Even the chatbox has expired..

haha

Here a few things going on in my life..

I celebrated my 1st year anniversary as an employee on 1st June 2012.

Time sure flies.

Throughout the year, I learned a lot.

Previously, I don't even know how Internal Audit works.

During Uni time, I hated IA subject.

Honestly speaking.

When I got to know I was stationed in Group Internal Audit Department (GIAD),

I tried my best to see every little thing will give positive impact to me.

The more I hate IA, the more I'm starting to love it.

I got great bosses, my IM is super nice, team members are such a help.

We're the only unit in GIA that consist of ALL GIRLS!

Right on!

Girl power, yaww!!

I'm hoping to learn more in TNB.

Good Luck to me then! ^^

 31.05.2012 is the 366th day in TNB! yeay!

 We celebrated Aiman's 20th Birthday on 2nd June. What a coincidence!

 She's wearing braces now. Looks like a nerd! haha.. but she's starting to give BIG SMILE each time she smile! that's great!

Mum & Dad --> First time on Dais after 28 years of marriage!

They never been on dais when they got married.

When they were given the opportunity --> AFTER 28 YEARS LATER, 

they surely gave a HUGE SMILE in front of the camera! ^^

 I went on training from 4-8th June.

I was the only non-engineer on the table.

HAHA.

But It's good though.

They way engineers think are quite different from us accountants.

I surely learned the point of view from technical people.

It's all about PRACTICALITY!

haha..

Cost sometimes is the LAST thing they think of.

I got bored.

Seriously.

Boring stuff they taught.

 On saturday, I got my sudden asthma attack at night.

Haha.

I was panting for air alone.

Plus, both my inhalers had expired.

That's just great!

On sunday, got myself a inhaler!

Fuuh!

On monday, I bought myself Baskin Robbin ice cream!

yeay!

Good cure for asthmatic people like me ^^

Then at night, I suffered non-stop coughing.

Thanks to the ice cream!

hihi

Mom gave me Lingzhi (look up) before going to the clinic!

Oh yeah.

Current best buddy.

Hopefully not forever.

Ameen.

Got myself a medical leave for today!

yeay.

But sitting at home, alone, so called resting is so boring.

haha.

I need to get back to work!

Cant wait for tomorrow!

All is well right now.

I am blessed.

Alhamdulillah.

May Allah Bless~

wishlist

this year i just want 3 things..

1. rainbow cake of maryambytes

2. cupcakes

3. stongan with skirt

sekian.

love,

nina

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the tale of the old man and a boy

This story was shared by En. Nizam IIM.
I may rephrased the words from my own understanding of the story :)


There was once a boy who lived on an island.
He runs and crouched and picked up something and threw at the sea.
An old man looked from afar.
The boy keeps on skipping and sometimes running, stopped, crouched, picked up something and threw at the sea.
The old man came near to the boy and asked,
"My boy, what are you doing?"
The boy replied,
"I'm saving the starfish from drying up"
The old man said again,
"There is no way you can make any differences. You're wasting your time."
And the old man left the boy.
The boy continue with what he was doing and found a starfish and threw at the sea.
He looked at the old man from behind and said,
"I've already saved a life and I can make a difference."


Actually, it sounded better when En. Nizam as the narrator.
Anyways, hope you'll learn something from this story just like i did.

For everything that we do, do it honestly.
Do it as if it is the last time you are going to live.
Do it lillahita'ala.

En. Nizam shared something that meant a lot to me,
He said,
"Touched at least one soul and if you can't do that, open up your heart wide so your soul can be touched"

may Allah bless :)