Tuesday, May 31, 2011

detik satu jun~

alhamdulillah~
praise to Allah..
nina da dapat kerja!!!
alhamdulillah~
Allah made it all easy for me~
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please pray hard for nina yea~

tlg doakan nina sentiasa bersyukur~
tlg dokan nina sentiasa amanah bile wat kerja~
tlg doakan nina xstress2~ (cam nak bwk stress ball g kerja ni!)
tlg doakan mentor and colleagues nina baik2 sume~
tlg doakan nina rajin ye~
tlg doakan nina sentiasa ye~


i guess my planner will starting to be filled in after this..~
hari jumaat kerja sampai 5pm jek! hoyeah~~~

thanks to my parents for everything~
thank you to my dad for filling up the forms~
thank you to my mom for the dua's~

i have so much love around me and i'm very thankful for that~

thank you brother for keep on calling and supporting from far~
thank you sister for the laughters~
thank you friends for all the wishes and prayers~
thank you ytn for sponsoring me during my 5 years of schooling~
thank you uniten for giving me the platform to be what i am today~
thank you tnb for the irresistible offer~
thank you for everything~

i'm truly blessed~ 
may Allah bless~

Saturday, May 21, 2011

my bestfriend's engagement ceremony

sikit biodata pasal nadzirah ramdzan.

nama: nadzirah binti ramdzan
feveret kale: pink!
saiz badan: enuf to say die teeersaaangaat kurus! plus ringan!
obsesi terbaru: muhammad kamil bin norazmi

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nadz is officially taken guys!
haha.
tgk bule, nak takley laa der~

cun kn? well, other than me, lets focus on nadz ok? ngeeh~



nadz's present for me~
yeay~
leh letak kat table kat ofis baru nnti!!
hee~


she looked awesomely beautiful today~
i'm so happy for her~
all of her makcik2 and cousins advices are "banyak2 sabar, tolak ansur, mudah2an kekal smpi bila2"
haha..~

so babe,
ni cik nina nak ckp,

seriously,
BANYAK2KAN  BERSABAR!!
really.!!

haha..
i sayang u!
i want u to be happy.
i'm happy if u're happy dear!

i igt lagi u ajar this arabic phrase mase kte solat jemaah sesame,
inni uhhibbu kifillah~

well dear,
saya sayang kamu kerana Allah
nothing more and nothing less than that~

ok. i cam sayu sket laa bile u da tunang..
u're someone else's fiancee skang.
i mean, ur focus is starting to change kn?
tape2 i fhm~
i syg u gak no matter what.

tp klau u teringat i bile2,
text laa i eh?
hehe~

may Allah bless~

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

2 bulan holiday..?

ade ura2 mengatakan nina start keja on 1st june..
hehe..
alhamdulillah~


so, nina is officially da bercuti 2 bulan klau nina keje on that date..
what did i do for the 2 months holiday so far?
ngeeh~


some of my friends g tempat dorg practical blk tuk keja
sgt2 bagus kn?
to improve technical knowledge pasal bende2 yg da blaja..


for me?
hehehe..


well, i stayed at home..
my sweet home~


what did nina had done so far??
1.   i started to play the piano again after leaving the precious instrument for about 6 years~
2.   went to ILC in kuala lipis~
3.   hanged out with utp peeps in utp of course! hee.. ---> been wanting to hang out in utp for a very long time!
4.   be a good daughter and do houseworks~ ngeeh~
5.   focused on the memorizing of juz amma and several surah in the quran.~
6.   just started to play with camera simulator recommended by hairman esa~
7.   got to spend QUALITY and QUANTITY time with lil sis, dad and mom.. i'm totally blessed =)


well, people may think that i'm wasting my time at home compared to do part time jobs or continue studying or something like that~
but to me, i don't think i lost too much of my time doing NOTHING~ huhu..
i think i did a lot of things that i maybe won't be able to do them if i immediately started working after graduation.. 


alhamdulillah~
there are always blessings in disguise right?
living is all about chasing the Jannah Here and Hereafter~
i guess it is really important to keep yourself balanced with the stuff that you do~
it's your responsibility as a calliph in this world and servant to your Creator..


when u started working, ur mind will solely focus on ur working life..
here i am stabilizing my social life and personal life of my own before slaving myself to the hectic world of working.. hahaha.. yeah i'm being hyperbola.. 


right now i'm trying to prepare mentally and physically for 1st june to come!
yosh!!
please pray for nina yea~
setting a legacy is not as hard as continuing a legacy.
so, please pray hard for nina yea!


may Allah bless~

Friday, April 29, 2011

the end is the beginning

its already the end of my journey in uniten.
alhamdulillah..
completed a degree..
5 years in uniten.
gone through ups and downs..

alhamdulillah..
i'll be graduating with 2nd class upper..
i'm so sorry mom, dad i didn't manage to maintain 1st class upper..
i've lost 0.20 points in my 5th semester.

all due to my own careless actions.
i've to go through special motivation programme conducted by Yayasan Tenaga Nasional~
i was like, ok. who asked u to be stupid?
serve u right!

but i think it changed me.
a lot~
there are always blessings in disguise.~
i can think better now i guess..
from the programme, i've learned to be a
sentiment-free person.

what is sentiment-free?
one example is thinking of life and study are ALL about pointers.
boo~

if u think of only that in your life,
boo to you!
change the way u think!

university is a place for you to LEARN.
learn in every way that u can.
academics, soft skills, all kind of skills needed to be a person.
insan as they call it..
everyday is learning day
and live it lively...


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received a transcript from uniten
looking at it,
wow, i guess i learned A LOT of subjects in 4 years of degree~
123 credit hours in total.~.~





received a letter to certify my completion of degree programme.~
alhamdulillah
this is the most valuable letter so far~~~

reported to YTN~
ended my obligation to YTN~
alhamdulillah
thanks for all the support, YTN~

what's next?
another obligation is to wait for TNB to call~
i've to submit my resume to tnb~
all of my friends are busy with job hunting..
i guess my OBLIGATION and INTEGRITY to tnb "forbids" me to apply elsewhere~
but, i'm not sure why,
tnb and ytn seems to have small communication errors
that until today none of us scholars are being called for interview or the placement test..
bummer~

should i apply the job that i really want?
should i apply to the company that i really wanted to work with?
should i or should i not?

it gives the dilemma between responsibility and wanting~
if i got the job that i really wanted, then i've to turn it down coz of tnb,
then is it fair for me to hurt myself?

i'm not sure why,
lately, i kinda live in dilemmas and always think the bad way..

dear amanina,
do not despair,
for your name is HOPE.
have hope and never despair...


istikharah is the best answer.
He holds all the answers to all my questions..
 oh Allah,
please help nina..

the beginning is yet to come and it's still blurry~
help me to see the best path to take..
for i only want Your blessings~
mom always advice: 
REACH FOR JANNAH HERE AND HEREAFTER..

may Allah bless~

Sunday, April 24, 2011

laziness

i think my new best friend is laziness.
lazy.. lazy.. lazy bum~
tamo wat pape.
tamo productive..
tamo effective..
tamo efficient..
lazy.. lazy.. lazy..