Only Love Can Save A Wounded Heart

Assalamualaikum,

Just when you feel that the world is against you.
Just when you feel that you are alone,
Just when you feel that your imaan is really being tested,
Allah will save you.

Really He will.
Allah breaks our heart to save our souls.
He gives us pain because He loves us.
He tests us with things that we think that we can't handle.
But He is Al-'Alim.
He knows everything that is really best for us.

Kamu diwajibkan berperang (untuk menentang pencerobohan), sedang peperangan itu ialah perkara yang kamu benci dan boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah jualah Yang Mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya.

Source: http://www3.pmo.gov.my/webnotesapp/rqrmainm.nsf/9ca3c988a579811f48256722002425dc/ac12fec650e026b7482566cd003270d5?OpenDocument

I keep on reminding people around me about the above Aayah whenever they seek my advice each time they faced difficulties in life.
I guess I need to be reminded myself.
Allah gave me a test which I can really relate to the Aayah above.

It's really true that when you are being tested, you are actually really closed to Him.
Why?
Simply because He is paying extra attention to you right now! Lucky you!

If you feel you are alone, you are so wrong!
You have His love.
Love Him above all and you will be healed.
Seriously.

Allah loves me that He had granted me the best parent and family I could have asked for.
Allah loves me that He had granted me supportive friends around me.
Allah loves me that He tested me at the same time He is teaching me to be strong.
I love Allah.
Alhamdulillah.

Do you know that a person is very lucky to have living parent?
Parent's du'as can save you from bad things that might happened to you.
That is the special gift that Allah had given to parents.
Alhamdulillah I have great parent whom keep on praying the best for me Here and Hereafter.
At the point that I feel lost to choose a road, my parent's du'as had saved me.
I believe in Allah's plan and I am being Husnuzon towards Him.

I really am lucky to have supportive friends around me.
Real friends will say the truth even when it may hurt you.
Truth hurts but lie hurt even more.
Real friends will never leave you when you are alone.
Thanks friends!

A special sister of mine just uploaded a V-blog and made me teary.
Who says Jihad is easy?
Do watch her video because insya Allah it will benefit us all.

I feel peace now.
Alhamdulillah.

Allah did not promise that the route to Jannah would be easy.
But He did promise that Jannah is sweet.

Allah did not promise that life would be smooth as we wished for,
But He did promise to grant all our wishes.
If He did not grant them now, He will grant us with a better rahmah.

Allah did not promise that our imaan will not be tested.
But He tests us to make us stronger.

May Allah bless~

h.o.p.e

i need some serious writings to do.

got to make the my statistics for my posts rise!

this time, i'm writing about something about hope.

well, i think i should know about hope.

why? 

amanina means "our hope"

sounds so positive right? hahaha

but try talk about pressure.!

imagine me carrying all those hopes.

so many expectations to meet.

tough job huh?

tell me about it!

i guess having a name that carries so much value kinda give advantages to you.

it makes you an optimistic person.

all the time!

sometimes hope can hurt you though.

very hard indeed.

at times that you may think hope can save your life,

it kills you instead.

or worse, it kills you slowly.

people might think that if hope can be so hurtful, then why do we need it so much?

well duhh..

hope is keeping you breathing right now.

Allah is the Most Gracious Hope-Giver.

Without His hope, we are lifeless.

Say alhamdulillah and be thankful for the hope.

one mutawwif once told me,

whenever He gives you a rahmat or anything good,

and if u say "alhamdulillah" 3 times,

the angels will pray for more rahmat for you.

wouldn't you want that?

alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah :)

sometimes you might not like the hope that you're given.

but as long as it's enough for you to continue living,

i guess it'll do just fine for the time being.

my friend always say, Love will grow.

She even used that phrase as her theme/tagline for the wedding.

as for me, Hope will grow.

i'm learning to see things differently now.

i learn that hope is not something you just can wait for it to come,

you need to put some effort and find it yourself.

and when you've found even a slightest hope,

grab it, hold on to it tightly.

coz you might not find the same hope elsewhere.

for all you know, the future is uncertain.

you just can't promise anything.

is a promise a part of hope?

what if things doesn't turn the way you want them to be?

people would normally blame those promises that have been broken.

is it fair then?

to rely on something in the beginning and blaming it at the end.

well, people.

stop blaming and start looking for new hopes.

Allah is with us.

ask Him anything,

request anything that you want.

You'll be granted.

"Dan apabila hamba-hambaKu bertanya kepadamu mengenai Aku maka (beritahu kepada mereka): sesungguhnya Aku (Allah) sentiasa hampir (kepada mereka); Aku perkenankan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila ia berdoa kepadaKu. Maka hendaklah mereka menyahut seruanku (dengan mematuhi perintahKu), dan hendaklah mereka beriman kepadaKu supaya mereka menjadi baik serta betul." (Al-Baqarah Ayat 186)

source: http://4mambang.blogspot.com/2011/08/allah-itu-dekat-dgn-hambanya.html

At times when you feel lost,

find Him.

be close to Him.

love Him above all.

because hope is with Him.

be better.

pray hard.

and you'll never lose that hope.

Insya Allah :)

i may feel like the hope in front of me might not to my liking,

but who am I to question the hope that I'm getting, right?

hikmah or blessings are His secrets.

I'm praying for the best.

I know He is saving the blessings for me to find out.

Don't despair coz hope is everywhere.

May Allah bless~

love is a process

assalamualaikum,

today i learned something new,

LOVE IS A PROCESS.

someone shared a link today:

http://kepuncakmahligai.com/2011/11/kenapa-masih-boleh-jatuh-cinta-lagi/

interesting fact, i'd say.

without we realize, the thing that we called love is developed by ourselves.

still, we can't deny the fact that the love we feel today,

is just a small loan from Him.

thank you Allah for this wonderful feeling :)

imagine not having any affection in life.

then, all parents would abandon their kids,

all kids would just leave their parents at the old folks home when they grow up.

people will keep fighting and there will be no peace.

peace is love :)

I'm in the midst of searching my answer to all the strangled questions that would not stop banging my head.

Honestly, I am stuck between two roads.

Seriously, I can really feel the emotions when the writer writing the poem "The Road Not Taken" right now!

I think I can score 99% if I were to take the subject again! haha

Anyways, a part of me wants to move forward.

I mean, start a new life or meet new people.

Or if I can't manage to meet new people,

at least I can open my heart to accept the love from the person who loves me for who I am.

Another part of me still hanging in my fantasy.

and it seems that I am happy in it though.

A friend of mine once told me this, 

What is happiness when most of the feeling you feel is pain?

She got a strong point there, right?

Why do people find it hard to move on?

I guess the next step is to implement the new lesson:

LOVE IS A PROCESS.

perhaps a process to let go

process to face the reality

process to be mature

normally I'm a fast learner *ok perasan*

but when it comes to relationships,

I'm slow as a snail *fact*

plus, I can be stubborn as well *i'm so NOT proud of myself right now!*

but life is a learning process

i just hope i'm not too late to really start living it.

i am thankful for all the love around me.

really cool and understanding parents & siblings

non-stop support from friends 

motivations from people who dislike me (oh yeah. i got enemies and i just got to know that!)

may Allah showers them with more love in life :)

above all, I really can feel the love from Him

coz with Him, I would have the chance to feel the love around me :)

Lucky?

You bet!

I know you're lucky too!

Alhamdulillah :)

may Allah bless

not so smart

I shouldn't have press the Enter button when I decided to stalk you.
Such a stupid act!
Just great, nina!
You are breaking YOUR OWN HEART.
Could there be any more brilliant actions you can do?!

At this point, I'm so pissed with myself.
I looked at *that someone*'s page.
Then tears fell from my eyes.

Self-psyching is one of the best things I should do right now,
But I kinda suck at doing it right.
I keep on hurting myself.
Stupid right?

Hope sometimes can hurt you.
BADLY.
It's so true.

Believing hope is hard,
Accepting facts is harder.

What do you do when the person you waited said he loves you
But you know there is no chance to share your life with him?

What do you do when another person said he loves you for who your are, for better for worst?
But in your heart you're having doubts, you don't want to let the 1st person go, you keep living in your insecure dreams?

Dilemma?
You got it right.

I don't know why I keep hurting myself.
I wasn't this vulnerable before.
I can't think straight and IT SUCKS!

That 1st guy I'm talking about, well he seems happy with his life now.
So, why am I hurting myself?
Don't I have the right to move on and be happy?

Is happiness something that is so hard to achieve?
Why am I making things difficult.
What's holding my back?
Maybe I need some reconciliation to do.

Dear Allah,
Please save my soul.
For I seek Your Forgiveness.
Please grant me happiness.
Eternal happiness.
Please heal this sorrow.

May Allah bless.

September Fever

It's been a while since I last update my blog.
I keep on drafting the posts inside my head but never actually translate into the blogger template.
I guess right now writing all-in-one post is more convenient to a procrastinator like me :)

So many things happened in September.
Someone who is very dear to me got married in September.
I'd pray Allah will shower that someone with endless love and happiness till Jannah :)

A lot of things I had learned in September.
One, if people hate you, just keep loving them.
There is nothing more powerful to cure hatred than love.

Second, if you feel frustrated, just let it go.
Coz keeping everything to yourself at one go, is not gonna do any good.
People keep asking me bout my statuses in FB, Whatssapp and Skype.
Sometimes you can't get everything you want in life.
You just have to face reality and move on.

Is it easy?
Easy to say but not so easy to do.
Been there done that.

Currently, my parents keep on asking me about marriage. *lemah longlai*
Apparently, I was given a due date to get married. =.="
About love life, let's just say I'm still searching for the right answer.
Having doubts can make your life hay-wire!

I personally think that the process of choosing a life partner is the hardest process that everyone can face.
At the point off choosing the right partner, you might think that you have made the right choice, but suddenly you have doubts about your decision.
Talking about JODOH, a friend of mine, gie wrote something that opens my eyes.

"bila Allah kata belum, bukan bermaksud tidak akan. bila Allah kata ya, bukan bermaksud tanpa ujian. tapi, bila Allah kata "Berdoalah!!", nescaya Dia akan perkenankan :)"

oh Allah, grant me the best man for me.
for You are the Most Merciful.
I might have made sins previously or going to make more sins in the future,
I only seek for Your forgiveness.
I just wanna be happy, please.
Let me find that happiness.
Please grant my wishes. Ameen

May Allah bless