its been a while

hurm...
da lame x update blog...
now, br smpi umah... X)
so la hapi.. da lame x balek umah...
home sweet home...
esemen akaun x siap..
ngan slambe nak anta pas raye kang..
doa2 sir bek ati, trime esemen tu...

td kua ngan angah n nadz.. had a great time...
pnat tol jln... nk tcabot kaki..
sacc-pkns-pas...
haih... ble pompuan kua, mmg la byk tmpt kn g... huhu
besh2... tp lom puas.. sok nadz n angah nk g sunway..
rase nk ikot sgt2.. tp cam tale jek.. T.T
maybe next time, my dears...

hurm... latest news agi?
currently tatao la pe rase..
rase jauh dr sumone... sgt2 jauh...
hurm.. its my time to chase kot...
tp, smpi ble nk kejar??
Allah knows... :P

wat happend to us, dears?
i feel like we're falling apart..
we're not like before...
i mish the old fara who was always hapi2 n always made us smile even when we're sad..
i mish the old angah who shared her feelings n let us saw her tears..
i mish the old nadz who always shared everything n always by my side every second..
dears, i feel like i'm loosing you guys...
maybe i'm the one who has problems..
forgive me, my sayangs..
i'm not on my feet right now..
i need to have sum space..
i'll always pray we'll be the 4 belles like before... :P
for my hunny, i'll let you go if you're not meant for me... maybe there's sumone better for you out there... if that sumone can look after you, by all means, i'll let you go...

kene mara....

td on the phone ngan *sumone*... kn mara.. erm.. to put it in a positive way, kn tegur la.. tp still, it hurts..! erm.. tough love.. mara.. mara... mara.. haih... da la kn hang up the phone cmtu je.. i rily hate ble ppl wat cmtu.. it hurts... so bad.. even if i wana hang up the phone, i msti jauh kn phone dr telinge.. i hate dga org letak phone.. ni lak kn hang up tetibe... haih.. pain.. pain.. pain.. tough love.. let it go je la... tp we can let it go, but the pain is still there, rite? hurm...

my bro lak da balek... waa... mggu yg sedey kot.. abg.. rily gona mish u... who's gona listen if i whine? abg.. missin you sgt2 la.... haih.. mggu yg pnuh ngan keje... sgt2 byk keje... its like i dont have the time for myself... hurm.. rily missed the old me.. i know im busy wif all the works, assgnments, quizzes, exams, but sumhow im okay.. im falling apart from inside, but outside m okay.. i tried ma besh to smile in front of ppl.. it worked sumtimes la... hurm.. manyak mende jadik rite now.. only God knows how i feel... dis wik mmg la sgt2 sedey.. erm.. i juz need sumone to listen to me.. i dun need a shoulder for me to cry on coz m tryin ma besh to grow up... i juz need sumone to lend his/her ears to listen to me... juz listen..............

i'll be okay...