Monday, May 26, 2008

me + leader = disaster..?!

em... juz got bak from rompin.. had sum happily stress moments.. but its okie.. i learned a lot.. i mean a lot...!!! great leaders always make mistakes... its okie.. its a leaning process.. mistakes can be made but can't be repeated..! mistakes are the portal to discovery they said... i guess its true.. i made sum mistakes during d program.. i made stupid decisions n felt stressd all the time.. it was bad for me n the team.. huhu.. hav to think rasionally not emotionally..! luckily ive got my team.. they supported me A LOT n they didnt ditch me, instead they gave me buckets of advices.. thanx didi, thanx shahril, thanx zil, thanx wan, thanx rini, n special thanx to kak nad.. luv em.. thnx 4 not quitting on me...! i tried ma besh, but i'm juz not perfect.. i'll keep on tryin.. life's a journey rite..?

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

new side of me..

this olie isn't d olie as i tot it wud be.. its gud.. i find every memory is educational.. live wif it.. huhu.. i've been busy doin sum stuff.. improtant stuff.. huhu.. im not sure whether im now in my self-destructive zone or im at the stage of turning point... geez.. time will tell.. on my mind rite now is only work, work n more work.. have to get a lyfe la.. adoi..

at first, i felt so alone... well, since nadz isn't wif me.. but im not dat alone after all.. Allah is always wif me.. and along the way, i found out i received free advice from all the people around me... its very valueable n its free..! but then, people can encourage, you live your own life... every journey starts with a single step...~Henry Ford once said, either you can or you can't, it's right... so, it's my choice.. i can be quiet and passive.. or i can start being myself again... alhamdulilah i chose the latter.. now, im okay wif my new team... to be a betterman, you cant rely on people.. you must change by your own, only then Allah will guide you..

when you feel down, juz think positive.. He's always there for you.. sumwhere over d rainbow, blue birds fly..~ its mind over matter... the sky is the limit, so dun giv up... dun hav any doubt on ur capabilities.. dat is d worst mistake people can make.. so, always think positive.. anyone can do wonders... juz hav to remember dat...

so, please pray for me.. need support from everyone, anyone...!