Thursday, December 22, 2011


this year i just want 3 things..

1. rainbow cake of maryambytes

2. cupcakes

3. stongan with skirt




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Friday, December 9, 2011

the tale of the old man and a boy

This story was shared by En. Nizam IIM.
I may rephrased the words from my own understanding of the story :)

There was once a boy who lived on an island.
He runs and crouched and picked up something and threw at the sea.
An old man looked from afar.
The boy keeps on skipping and sometimes running, stopped, crouched, picked up something and threw at the sea.
The old man came near to the boy and asked,
"My boy, what are you doing?"
The boy replied,
"I'm saving the starfish from drying up"
The old man said again,
"There is no way you can make any differences. You're wasting your time."
And the old man left the boy.
The boy continue with what he was doing and found a starfish and threw at the sea.
He looked at the old man from behind and said,
"I've already saved a life and I can make a difference."

Actually, it sounded better when En. Nizam as the narrator.
Anyways, hope you'll learn something from this story just like i did.

For everything that we do, do it honestly.
Do it as if it is the last time you are going to live.
Do it lillahita'ala.

En. Nizam shared something that meant a lot to me,
He said,
"Touched at least one soul and if you can't do that, open up your heart wide so your soul can be touched"

may Allah bless :)

Saturday, November 12, 2011

happy birthday homies!! xoxo

happy 22nd birthday nana n jija!
sayang kamu berdua!
kerja elok2..
jadi wanita yg solehah..
cepat2 kawen!

'when u've found someone who can stand u during ur worst, don't let go of that someone coz maybe u can't find the same one later'

friends are ur family members too so love them as much as u love urself!

may Allah bless
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Wednesday, October 26, 2011


i see lots of my friends are stepping to marrige-hood..
i can't be more happy than seing them happy..
inside of me, it just suddenly click to my mind,
when will my time comes?
will i be ready then?
i mean, it's a big thing for a lady.
my jannah lies under is no longer lies under my parents feet.
the responsibility changes.
am i ready for that?
besides thinking too much bout my readiness, i just hope that the time will call me as soon as possible.
nikah and marriage complete a man's imaan right?
it will lessen the sins and syaitan wont be between us anymore..
wedding is not about spending ur money on unnecessary things.
what matters is the nikah ceremony.
if you could just understand from the point of view of a girl.
may Allah bless.
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Friday, October 21, 2011


الحمد لله ربّ العالمين
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

Thank you Allah for the endless blessings :)
i'm officially a graduate!
yeay! *lompat2!!*
Dewan Seri Sarjana, Uniten Bangi
0800 hrs

Originally my brother couldn't attend my convocation.
Then, my dad generously bought him a ticket for the weekend.
Imagine enjoying your weekend overseas.
Yeah. Weird much! Not to mention tiring!
I can't thanked my dad enough for the tickets!
I'm sooo happy..!

On the first day I went to Uniten (that was like 5 years back) -->  mode: feeling old~
He said, "study hard and i'll come to your convocation!"
and I did.. Study hard I mean..
Well I did play around most of the times but I did pass every subject!
That's good enough, right? :D
So, he had to come to my convo!
He's my idol.
He's my inspiration.
He's my benchmark.
I really wanted him to come on my important day!
and he did!
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

That's the only phrase that was coming from my mouth repeatedly.
I'm blessed.
I'm blessed to have family members whom are very very very supportive!
I'm blessed to have teachers whom non-stop giving me advises!
I'm blessed to have friends whom remember me and love me the way I am.
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

I wore a nice baju kurung modern with flowy skirt.
To me it was gorgeous!
Thank you mum for everything!
My mum will always tries her best to make her daughters look beautiful!
I'm beautiful today is all thanks to her :)
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين
Hee :)

I kinda asked everyone to wear pink on the D-day!
Why? Simple, I want to shine on that day! kehkehkeh
Plus, it'll make the photo shots looked good since everyone is all dressed up!
Right? :D
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

I put some make-up on my face for the convocation!
believe it or not!
I'm not really into make up!
Plus, I sucked at it!
But like nadz's said,
There are 3 events in your life that you MUST put on make up:
1. Graduation
2. Engagement
3. Wedding

So, I guess I have to put at least some of the make up on my face.
I've already booked pineh to touch up my face.
She was supposed to meet me at 7am before the ceremony.
As expected, she was late! haha
I put on my "mr.bean" mode and I dabbed the foundation on my face.
The toilet was cramped with so many people plus it was HOT!
I dabbed with everything I have on my face and I was like, whatever laa kn?
Rather than my face looked so pale, might as well put some colors onto it!
I looked like a clown.
But I think I'm a beautiful clown.
mode: perasan!
Pineh arrived at 7.30 or so and the announcer started announcing that we have to start lining up.
She touched up some of the make up and I finally looked like a normal person.!
thank you pineh!!
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

On the day of the convo, something funny happened.
To be exact, it was the grand humiliation ever!
I stumbled on the stage in front of thousands of people!
I know the "mr.bean" traits are embedded in my DNA,
but I didn't think it was that bad!
Oh La La!!
Malu ok??!!

I was pretty nervous to go up the stage at the beginning.
I guess I thought too much that it took over my mind!
When I stumbled, everyone in the hall made sounds like "aaaahh".
The butterflies in the stomach seems to disappeared!
I didn't fell, thanks to the Tan Sri whom caught my hand.
It really was one of the awkward moments in my life. Haha
The Tan Si and I looked at each other and we laughed!
Then I said, "Thank you Tan Sri. You've saved my life!"
Then we laughed again!
After that he congratulate me and handed me the file.
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

I'm okay with the incident happened.
There are always blessings in disguise right? :)
My pictures on the stage looked so cheerful!
Well yeah. The Tan Sri and I were laughing all the way when he handed me the file!
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

Everything went well that day :)

The house was full when I reached home. :)
Thank you kak long + abang bandi + qallisha + kak azah & kids + kak ogy + ayah + mak eton!
The living room was packed with love and comfort!
I loved it!
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

I received warm wishes & du'as and presents for my convocation.
Most important thing, I got to celebrate it with my family :)
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

Here are some photos to share:
 the hall :)

without make up and anxiously waiting for pineh! 

 flowers!! who doesn't like them? :)

 Daisies from parent :)

 Proud parents with graduates waiting for the ceremony to start :)

 Congrats graduates! :)

 Amanina Fasihah Binti Mohd Zain 


 Happy face! :)

 Favourite Shot!

 Mom is excited!

 Pressies!! :)

Aiman was not in the pic.. I made her look thin in this pic! hahaha
mode: pink!!

Nadz's family and mine

Excited face-expressions!

After being saved by the Tan Sri :)

I loove lilies!!!

with my PEP friends! :)
Thanks for coming guys!

School-Uni buddies :)

 SIFE buddies :)

With Cipen - School-Uni Buddies :)

With Abg Ijan :)

With Mak Burung, Kak Bet! :)

With loved ones :)

Non-stop warm wishes :)

I'm lucky.
I'm blessed.
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين
الحمد لله ربّ العالمين

May Allah bless :)

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

book fair! *drools!!*

ok. tadi pergi big bad wolf book fair..
seriously banyak gle buku n the price mmg murah tahap nk pengsan!!
novels rm8!!
self help books rm10!!
ok people!
sape yg bukan kaki buku pun msti akan beli jugak!
tadi rasa mcm nk beli super byk n start my own bookstore!!
sape2 yg terasa nk wat pahala byk, sila la borong dan dermakanlah ke mana2 tempat yg perlu..
oh la la..
esok terasa nak pergi lagi..
esok nk cr buku biography books! :)
ilmu Allah tu luas n sebahagiannya terdapat dlm buku..
so, bacalah n never stop reading! :)
may Allah bless :)
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Tuesday, October 4, 2011

sayang adek!

a day with aiman faiqah.
my only sis.
loved her. loving her. will always love her.
sometimes i feel i wanna strangle her.
sometimes i feel i wanna hug her tight.
sometimes i feel i want her shoulders to cry onto.
i fought a lot. but blood is thicker than water :)
i envy her beauty. i envy her intelligence. i envy her talent.
thats why im so proud to have her as my sister.
to the best man who can win her heart, ure so lucky to have her.
u mess with her, well bro, ure messing up with me!
love u sis. :)
big hugs and kisses..
may Allah bless :)
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Saturday, September 24, 2011


distance + immaturity + confusion = hanging relationship.
i asked for some space.
everything happened was partly my fault.
do forgive my imperfection.
i guess it's getting to the end.
i can only pray for ur happiness.
you are one good person.
but i guess i don't deserve u.
the person whom we think is best for us may not necessarily best in His eyes.

dear you,
aim for His Jannah Here n Hereafter.
i pray for ur eternal happiness.
forgive all my wrongdoings towards u.
thank you for all the memoirs.
may Allah bless.
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Friday, August 26, 2011

iftar with them <3

ramadhan bliss <3 data-blogger-escaped-br=""> alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah..
thank you Allah for the endless rezeki..
thank you for the loving family
thank you for the caring colleagues
thank you for the wonderful brothers and sisters
a better ramadhan alhamdulillah :)
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