deep thoughts

dok umah da 2 ari..
sgt2 hapi..
alhamdulilah..
true, there's no place like home..
mode = blessed =}

been reading some books at home..
made me think really deep bout myself..
i read 1 love novel..
its like a fairy tale i guess..

well, life aint like dat..
i always think what kind of guy who will be my husband?
interesting topic huh?
funny thing is, i dreamt i was married to one guy..
seriously!
its really a nightmare..!
blame myself for forgetting to read some doa's before i slept...! *doink*
ha-ha

anyways, i really do believe what The Almighty has planned for me..
i really do believe that one day i'll meet the one..
maybe not now, but one day for sure.. =)

i hold on tight what Allah had said..
surah an-nur:26

“Wanita-wanita yang keji adalah untuk laki-laki yang keji, dan laki-laki yang keji adalah buat wanita-wanita yang keji (pula), dan wanita-wanita yang baik adalah untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-laki yang baik adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang baik (pula).”

i got some frens around me who planned to get married..
at 19-20 y.o they planned to settle down..
man.. thats young..
well... different people has different level of maturity i guess..
Allah had it all planned out since the beginning..
we just cant reject fate..
to my frens who had already gained the title 'MRS.' - GOOD LUCK!!
May Allah blessed your marriage will happiness and full with endless love everyday =)

at times, deep down i really do feel envy to see peers have their own partners..
well.. when to think again..
do i really want a partner like they have..?
i mean, u have to talk to, meet, eat and walk together with the person everyday..
tiring..!
but i think when we share something between a husband n a boyfriend, it'll be 2 different situations..

love the song n lyrics;

listen as your day unfolds
challenge what the future holds
try and keep your head up to the sky
lovers, they may cause you tears
go ahead release your fears
stand up and be counted
don't be ashamed to cry
you gotta be
you gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
you gotta be wiser
you gotta be hard, you gotta be tough
you gotta be stronger
you gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
you gotta stay together
all i know, all i know,
love will save the day..
(you gotta be-des'ree)

for now n forever, Allah's love is enough for me =)

i do pray i'll meet someone who will just accept me the way i am..
love me for the way i was created..
lead me to a better life..
insya Allah..=)
mode = waiting~