him, him and Him

i like him,

but he was my first love,

how can i forget him?

he's single, and i'm single,

plus he's my first crush ever,

shouldn't it be any problem?

but, how about him?

since he's been away, he always comforts me,

till one day, i fell again....

but i just can't resist first love..

first crush..

everytime he contacts me, i'm so happy,

that i can smile the whole day even when its raining~

every time he buzzes me at YM's,

i can smile in my sleep,

how can i not be?

first love will always be first love right?

but i really care about him..

he's so so so patient, so kind, n most important thing, he cares about me..

such a nice man..

to think about it, isn't that the criteria that i've been long wanted?

i'm so confused~

i know love and like are two different words that carry two different meanings...

i want to love and i want to be loved..

but i love HIM more than anything~

oh Allah, please help me.......

May Allah Bless~