its been a while

hurm...
da lame x update blog...
now, br smpi umah... X)
so la hapi.. da lame x balek umah...
home sweet home...
esemen akaun x siap..
ngan slambe nak anta pas raye kang..
doa2 sir bek ati, trime esemen tu...

td kua ngan angah n nadz.. had a great time...
pnat tol jln... nk tcabot kaki..
sacc-pkns-pas...
haih... ble pompuan kua, mmg la byk tmpt kn g... huhu
besh2... tp lom puas.. sok nadz n angah nk g sunway..
rase nk ikot sgt2.. tp cam tale jek.. T.T
maybe next time, my dears...

hurm... latest news agi?
currently tatao la pe rase..
rase jauh dr sumone... sgt2 jauh...
hurm.. its my time to chase kot...
tp, smpi ble nk kejar??
Allah knows... :P

wat happend to us, dears?
i feel like we're falling apart..
we're not like before...
i mish the old fara who was always hapi2 n always made us smile even when we're sad..
i mish the old angah who shared her feelings n let us saw her tears..
i mish the old nadz who always shared everything n always by my side every second..
dears, i feel like i'm loosing you guys...
maybe i'm the one who has problems..
forgive me, my sayangs..
i'm not on my feet right now..
i need to have sum space..
i'll always pray we'll be the 4 belles like before... :P
for my hunny, i'll let you go if you're not meant for me... maybe there's sumone better for you out there... if that sumone can look after you, by all means, i'll let you go...

kene mara....

td on the phone ngan *sumone*... kn mara.. erm.. to put it in a positive way, kn tegur la.. tp still, it hurts..! erm.. tough love.. mara.. mara... mara.. haih... da la kn hang up the phone cmtu je.. i rily hate ble ppl wat cmtu.. it hurts... so bad.. even if i wana hang up the phone, i msti jauh kn phone dr telinge.. i hate dga org letak phone.. ni lak kn hang up tetibe... haih.. pain.. pain.. pain.. tough love.. let it go je la... tp we can let it go, but the pain is still there, rite? hurm...

my bro lak da balek... waa... mggu yg sedey kot.. abg.. rily gona mish u... who's gona listen if i whine? abg.. missin you sgt2 la.... haih.. mggu yg pnuh ngan keje... sgt2 byk keje... its like i dont have the time for myself... hurm.. rily missed the old me.. i know im busy wif all the works, assgnments, quizzes, exams, but sumhow im okay.. im falling apart from inside, but outside m okay.. i tried ma besh to smile in front of ppl.. it worked sumtimes la... hurm.. manyak mende jadik rite now.. only God knows how i feel... dis wik mmg la sgt2 sedey.. erm.. i juz need sumone to listen to me.. i dun need a shoulder for me to cry on coz m tryin ma besh to grow up... i juz need sumone to lend his/her ears to listen to me... juz listen..............

i'll be okay...

ibc + anak yatim + ilmiah fest...

Happi merdeka day..!!!

bangge nyec jd org msia..!!!

huhuhu..

meh nina cte current activities i joined....

1. IBC

2. anak yatim
3. ilmiah fest

besh a gak join program bebyk...

program ibc tu nadz joined dis time.. so, nina sgt2 la excited.. huhu.. i got ma hunny 4 3 days.. cool gler... huhuhu... dis time nye perjumpaan nk pk psl prgram bln 12 kang.. so sume org brainstorm cm org gilak utk 3 ari tu... we slept less than 4 hours a day...! so la exhausted.. tp ble wat keje byk2 cam besh a... rase pnat pon ilang... huhuhu... 1st nite ktorg smpi, ktorg smpi lmbt.. so, dinner da tade... haih.,.. pas meeting da kul 12 lebey... so, ktorg kua a carik mkn.. all 9 of us-nina, nadz, mira, diana, haziq, aizat, maran, azri and afif... cam cool a gak.. x pnah2 mkn ngan dorg semeja... lepak bout 1 hr... besh a... kat sane i met sumone.. *wink*.. missin dat person.. tp dpt jumpe.. cam besh a gak.. *blush*.... mase ari last, group nina kn wat performance... ktorg men puppet show... haha... cam dak2 je.. tp we had a great time la... nina n nadz 1 group... ngan dak2 U len-niza, nad, hizami, rosmah, wani, err n the rest.. hehe... besh a gak.. dlm play tu, nina n nadz jd two of the main characters... tu pon kes x sngaje.. igt an play memen, skali kn perform dpn org ramai.. da a dpn dak2 U len, dpn vip... cess... malu nye...!!! nina jd kucing, nadz jd tikus... hahaha... besh tol..

wif niza the butterfly...

nina the cat wif nad the 'aisyah'

nadz the tikus... *wink*

on 290808, ppi n prs collaborated wif pekaya wat activity utk ank2 yatim kat pekan... ktorg g less than 15 ppl... the students dtg dlm 150 laa... huhu... it was a 1 day programme... pnat a gak.. mcm a ktorg wat.. ldk, talk, games... the most important thing, dak2 tu phm pe tujuan ktorg dtg.. hopefully dorg phm a pe ktorg aja.. huhu.. aifaa sgt2 sporting... siap aja wat banana shake.. sgt2 besh la aifaa.. i like you la..! huhuu.. my batch yg g cume 6 org-bha, nina, nadz, obie, haziq n aifaa.. huhu... yg len dak junior.. hehehe....

.sixers.

poyo ness....

300808 lak ade prgram ilmiah fest.. kat ilmiah la of coz.. huhu.. nadz jd ktua aras, so die sgt2 la bizi... huhu.. nadz kn wat backdrop... nina jd ajk nadz.. so kn a wat backdrop... pg tu ktorg patot trn kul 9, tp bgn lmbt... pnat smlm x bes agi.. bgn2 kn g kdai.. patu kn wat backdrop.. kul 3.30 br siap.. pas solat, tdo.. kn kumpul balek kul 5, bgn2 tdo kul 6.30 da.. huhu.. lmbt agik.. hehe.. sebek backdrop da siap.. hehehhe... theme kali ni back to school memories.. so, kalo wat comot2 pon tape.. name pon dak skola kn?? hehehe... pas maghrib td wat keje lyn org smpi kul 12... fuuh... bole thn a... besh a gak mlm ni..

ilmiah committee

nice ak???

wif our hasil kerja X)

finding the one~

why Allah created gaps between fingers??

so that someday THE ONE who is made for you

will come and fill those gaps by holding your hands forever...

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Love is not blind

it sees more and not less

but because it sees more

it is willing to see less

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Love is about taking chances (260808-18:01)

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missin ma home..

ble smpi msia.. ble smpi uniten.. ble byk keje kn wat.. ble byk esemen kn submit... br la trase saket bdn, saket pale, sume mende laa saket... btol la kate org, no pain no gain.. sumhow, sumtimes i missed ma real home... its really far away... how i wish i can stay there forever... tmpt tu sgt2 la special... pe yg u nk, u'll get it on the spot.. cash..! jus terlintas kat ati n Allah will grant it for u... sape tanak dok tmpt cmtu tol ak?? its like heaven on earth... byg kn la kalo dlm syurga cane..? hui... musti la blipat2 kali ganda nikmat... u'll only feel, u'll only know when u get there... i prayed for everyone i know to go there n have the chance that i had... i really really really missed everything kat sane... the mosques.. the deserts... the cute camels.. haih... kalo la de org arab nk kat saye, hai la.. kalo dpt dok sane.. mmg la sgt besh...

1 story nk kongsi... aritu da nk dkat balek.. 1 day b4 nk balek msia... br pas tahallul... kbtulan nk zohor da.. agi stngah jam je.. mak kate sok je la kat masjid.. iktikaf.. dpt pahala... da alang2 nk zohor.. so, dok la diam2 smbil ilangkn penat... ble duduk je tetibe perut rase lapar.. sgt2 lapar smpi pedih sgt... nk nanges thn saket... dlm ati, terdetik la 'Ya Allah, laparnye'... juz 1 sentence je... out of sudden.. tetibe de org arab ni ngan agih2 kn biskut n cheese... sume dpt... dpt mkn wat alas perut, alhamdulilah saket ilang... kat cni, nk share, cane kuase tuhan tu nk bg rezeki kat hamba Nya... Kun Faya Kun... x smpi 5 saat pon pas terdetik, tetibe org arab tu dtg kat dpn mata... Masya Allah... mmg nikmat... Allah je tau cane rase time tu... heaven sgt... kalo de rezeki, mmg nk g sane.. kalo bole tanak balek2... beshnye la... missin home....

it looks so simple, tp nikmat sgt ble dpt mkn.....