commitmentphobic~

mode: afraid to try something new.

the fear of rejection is so high, it's nearly impossible to move on~

intervening into new commitment means reminiscing all the past memoirs~

creating new ones are not as easy as forgetting the olds.

i just can't handle that kind of things again.

at least not now~

.do understand my situation.

have i become too fragile?

i'm happy in my own world~

that what matters =)

i just know He is always watching over me.

.no regrets.

hatiku kini..

sumtimes hati ini sayu,

sumtimes hati ini gumbira,

sumtimes hati ini cemburu,

sumtimes hati ini tamak..

only Allah knows..

fake it till you make it..

may Allah bless

first timer to terengganu =)

heading back to Dungun~

3 gadis~

haha.. tudung burok!

050909 (Saturday)

Dear Diary,
0800-1200 ME class + ME presentation (income distribution in Malaysia)
1205-DI1-01-01
1235-picked up alyea+bha+nana
1240-petronas
1258-head to Kuantan
1530-Paka
1535-head to Dungun (pantai) ~masyuuk~
1700-Paka
1800-Bazaar Paka (Nasi Dagang+Akok) *heaven*
1838-Cik Ngah's place in Paka
1913-break fast in Cik Ngah's (byk gile mknan!)
2330-Nasi dagang!! nyum~
0000-kenyang bangat!

kueh akok kegemaranku~

1st time tgk nasi dagang dalam daun

buka at cik ngah's (i ate a lot k?)

gambar manyak kicik!

ramadhan=muhasabah~

its really hard to change drastically..

haih..

only for the better..

no harm~

its really2 hard..

especially to lower the ego..

haih..

fake it till you make it..

starters are always the hard ones..

that's a fact!

oh Allah.. please make nina changes for good..

i wana be good.

i wanna go to heaven..

tenanglah amanina~

rest + medication = quarantine.?

tamo mkn ubat..

musti cari alasan nk ngelat mkn ubat..

dpt ubat kale pelik2..

pahit + masam..!

yuck!

tamo..tamo..tamo..

nk baek cpt tp tamo mkn ubat..

tulun jgn pakse saye mkn ubat.!

sungguh laa saye x ske!

*no wonder i can't be a doc*