dear....................

dear blog...

i felt not so good today... class was packed.. from 8am tp 7pm... hurm... my roomate went home just now... felt like following her.. i mish home... i mish my family... hurm... i need my mom right now... hurm... my dear blog.. since i came home, i felt totally different.. that's good right? but i noticed i prefer to be quiet rather than talking to people... is dat good? ive once read one saying 'sometimes, quiet is the best eloquent reply'... but somehow i feel so not me... i'm afraid i'll hurt other people... especially my frens... especially my housemates... especially my RoOmate... i love them so much... i love her eternally.. i've no intention of hurting anyone... hurm... personally i've once promised myself to be the best friend i can be... i want to be there when my frens need me.. i want them to share anything with me... hurm... i feel so guilty coz i think ive hurted my frens.. maybe ive to learn how to smile.... smile to everyone... maybe it'll be better... hurm... no harm trying right?? to all my friends, i'm so sorry if ive offended you guys in any way.... to my dear nadz... i luv u forever... share everyting with me... just remember i'll be right by your side anytime u need me....

e.m.o.s.i

i feel left out.....
hate that feeling...
struggling to be free now...

new leaf~

alhamdulilah slamat smpi da.. sayu je nk tgglkn sane.. i felt as if i belong there...hurm... now kat muadzam da.. huhuhu.. sgt berat la ati nk balek muadzam... blk2 manyak mende nk catch up.. td stngah ari blaja eco n akaun.. balek2 ari senin da de 2 quizzes, esemen nk kn anta.. terbaik kn?? may Allah help nina to get through this not-so-fun phase... haih... please pray for me.....

pray for me~

i'm going far away.. to find some peace... i really need it... to find His Love.. do pray for me.. hope i can be better in every way...

if i didn't come back,
do not miss me..
if you love me,
do remember me...
i do not have so many wishes,
i just hope i can stay in a very small part in your heart...

do pray for me...
for everyone, i love you guys because of Him...
missin everyone already..~

more and more hurm~

im officially become the next generation of mr. bean.. geez... soo many things to do... haven't done anything yet... hurm... soo many responsibilities.. now i cant sleep eventhough im soo la sleepy.. insomnia..? haih.. may Allah grant nina her ability to sleep again.... hurm...

talking about responsibilities... em.. i cant deny that ive some issues with handling responsibilities.. why la i've to carry them everywhere..?? i forgot that, since azali i was made to be a leader.. i mean, all of us are calliphs right..?

one person said to me 'if you have the opportunity to lead, lead with humble + humanity'... but first you have to listen to your iman.. the inner you... that is the most important.. hurm.. practice 360 degrees leadership - lead upwards, lead the prople at the same level as you are and lead downwards...

once a leader, always a leader.. i've to hold onto that principle.. hurm...

ignorance + arrogance + stupidity will bring you down... ---> have to try to overcome that..!

knowledge is in the heart and NOT on papers...! so, share everything...! people can't see what you've got inside you.. life is all about sharing~ hmm.. knowledge and akhlak must be parallel... then it'll balance.... life is not only in this world... have to chase both worlds... 'everything is finite n akhirat is infinite~'

so, be strong nina~ its okay if you breakdown sometimes............

walls to break...

having down moments right now.. emm,.. i do not know why.. it seems i enjoy being alone... hurm... i missed the old me.. hurm.. i see some brick walls i've to get through.. hurm.. hopefully i can break down those walls..

identified walls:
1. mojojojo
2. simpson
3. IBC thingy
4. ppi blog
5. new me..! X)

till again...~

Integrity much..?

i've attended the IBC-integrity business club leadership camp on 260608-290608.. i was so damn tired.. i haven't got enough rest from the sife-ness.. huuh.. from the first day, i can't wait for the camp to be over... i haven't got the energy to even smile..! huh.. erm.. at first, i don't really get the idea of the integrity thingy.. i tried soo hard to understand what are those people trying to do with the club... lme gler nk phm... when i asked my mom, how do we instill integrity in people? my mom simply replied, 'integrity is like iman.. if your iman is strong, you won't have issues with ethics'... then, it clicked my head.. now i understand.. it's simply as that... hui.. so in conclusion, integrity = iman.. good iman = good person... simple.. you'll be good at both worlds..! hehe...

IBC Leadership in Governance 2008

Me as MC..?!!

at muzium balai polis

bad leadership..???!

the mic luvs me..?

f.o.c.u.s

family from unitar kelana jaya, unitar penang, msu n utp

kenangan terindah~