families~

i did some thinking tonight~

suddenly i feel like i need to improve on myself~

so, i text-ed my family-friends to ask on the stuff that i need to improve on~

i just simple text-ed,

SALAM DEAR FRENS,

NINA NEEDS SOME HELP.

PLIS LIST DOWN THE THINGS/ATTITUDES 

THAT NINA MUST IMPROVE AND ISTIQAMAH. 

IN SIMPLE WORDS,

WHAT DO YOU LIKE N HATE ABT NINA?

i sent the message to boyak, zoey, ammar, azrul, hairman, fatin hanani, fatin rezal, nadzirah, nabihah and a few others~

most of them said, that they love me just the way i am~

but there are still things that i need to improve on~

reading their messages, made me think hard..

i cried reading those messages~

i'm not so sure why am i crying in the middle of the night while staring at the phone~

(=.=")

yeah. i know.. haha.

on my birthday, i received birthday cards from my parents + sisters~
in those cards, my parents wrote,

"we love you for who you are"

and my sister wrote,

"no matter how big u become, u'll always be my sister"

touched, right?

i'm blessed to have my biological family whom accept me from the day i was created in this world~

i'm blessed to have my uniten family whom cared for me for 5 years spent in muadzam shah~

i'm blessed to have my ICC family whom love me the way i am~

lucky?

you can say that..

blessed?

definitely ~~

oh Allah,

grant the people whom they loved me with your blessings every second of their lives~

grant the people whom nina loved with your guidance in iman~

please love them as they love me~

please let me be with them here and Hereafter~

family is the utmost treasure to be cherished after iman~

love your family no matter how good or bad they are~

may Allah bless~

=)