today i learned something new,
LOVE IS A PROCESS.
someone shared a link today:
interesting fact, i'd say.
without we realize, the thing that we called love is developed by ourselves.
still, we can't deny the fact that the love we feel today,
is just a small loan from Him.
thank you Allah for this wonderful feeling :)
imagine not having any affection in life.
then, all parents would abandon their kids,
all kids would just leave their parents at the old folks home when they grow up.
people will keep fighting and there will be no peace.
peace is love :)
I'm in the midst of searching my answer to all the strangled questions that would not stop banging my head.
Honestly, I am stuck between two roads.
Seriously, I can really feel the emotions when the writer writing the poem "The Road Not Taken" right now!
I think I can score 99% if I were to take the subject again! haha
Anyways, a part of me wants to move forward.
I mean, start a new life or meet new people.
Or if I can't manage to meet new people,
at least I can open my heart to accept the love from the person who loves me for who I am.
Another part of me still hanging in my fantasy.
and it seems that I am happy in it though.
A friend of mine once told me this,
What is happiness when most of the feeling you feel is pain?
She got a strong point there, right?
Why do people find it hard to move on?
I guess the next step is to implement the new lesson:
LOVE IS A PROCESS.
perhaps a process to let go
process to face the reality
process to be mature
normally I'm a
fast learner *ok
but when it comes to relationships,
I'm slow as a snail *fact*
plus, I can be stubborn as well *i'm so NOT proud of myself right now!*
but life is a learning process
i just hope i'm not too late to really start living it.
i am thankful for all the love around me.
really cool and understanding parents & siblings
non-stop support from friends
motivations from people who dislike me (oh yeah. i got enemies and i just got to know that!)
may Allah showers them with more love in life :)
above all, I really can feel the love from Him
coz with Him, I would have the chance to feel the love around me :)
I know you're lucky too!
may Allah bless