i think im very far from 'him'.. missed d times wen we used to date... m tryin my besh 2 be a new nina.. the new nina dat He'll love.. but y i feel dat the more i try, the more i feel lost..? im not tryin hard enough izzit? i cant loose any hope now.. i juz cant!
believe in Him, believe in urself-dat were d words mom always told me... can i put my hope again? all i can see, hope is like an investment.. the more u invest in it, the riskier it get... n wen u lost, u find urself wif hurtful thoughts... izit like dat? or im juz seeing things too differently..~?
i dunoe.. for all i noe, luv will grow.. hope will not die.. i'll keep holding onto those words.. juz tryin to get better n better each day... my search never ends~